| The Honeymoon is over |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|11:51 am] |
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So I'm going through a divorce. After 6 months of marriage. He left me for another woman and moved to Pittsburg to be with her. But all in all I know it wasn't anything I did wrong. He's going through lots in his head and he doesn't know how to be in a committed relationship. I just wish he could have figured all this out before we tied the knot. It devistating! I just have to remind myself that I'm a great person and I did nothing wrong. I gave him opportunities that he never had. I loved and supported him no matter what. But I'm trying to move and be happy with myself. |
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| Blahhhhhh..... |
[Aug. 19th, 2003|11:02 am] |
OK, so worked sucked today as usual. I made some sales...yippie!!! But I got "talked to" about not getting a lead sheet (basically the customers entire life story) for this lady that came in and already mentioned that the other sofa she was looking at was a lot cheaper. OK, so tell me...what the hell is the point!!!! But my manager didn't like the fact that I didn't get her name, address, number, email etc. Oh, so then I find out that she had been in before and had given her info to another consultant, in which she was told NEVER to call her unless we could give her free delivery on a sofa. OK, not happening so that consultant pitched her info. So again....what the hell is the point!!! So after getting "talked to" I wasn't in the mood to help anyone. So, Blahhhh....
The last couple of days I've felt very put upon. I feel as though I am responsible for so much. Why should I have to do the cleaning, the bill paying, making sure my future step son gets a birthday gift on time, etc. I love my honey to death and I know he means well but I feel as though if I don't just go ahead and do the important stuff, it will never get done. So I end up taking on a lot more than I'm comfortable with. So tomorrow my day will be filled with wedding planning, calling Absolute Entertainment clients, writing letters to get Karl's credit cleaned up, cleaning, getting crickets for fluffy and anything else that needs to be done. So, Blahhhh... |
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| Day off work |
[Aug. 6th, 2003|01:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ROCK and or ROLL | ] |
OK, so I'm just sitting infront of the computer in my underwear. Perhaps I'll go and take a shower and get dressed sometime soon. I'll be startin my day at 2pm ; ). But I can honestly say, I deserve to be lazy. After working all week and having off yesturday but DJing at night...it's my day to lounge. This show, lemme just say, first off I forgot about it till I got a call 2 hours before start time. Then the entire show was HIP HOP....urg, I was so annoyed by the end of the night. As soon as I got in my car I cranked the rock so loud I'm sure I woke up the entire state.
But today at 5pm, Karl and I are going to Homestead Gardens to pick out flowers for our centerpieses for our wedding. I'm so excited. Planning is so much fun. It's not that stressful....the only thing that is stressful, is the money. But other than that, I'm having a lot of fun planning. But I've been in the wedding business for years and vowed never to be one of those psyco brides that I had to deal with on occassion. I'm so happy that I've been laid back about everything. Though Karl is prolly getting sick of me changing my mind all of the time. But he's been a big help...I'm so lucky to be marrying a man that actually cares about the wedding. Most grooms don't wanna deal with it at all. But then again, I don't get everything my way...te he he!!! But hey, I'm just glad that he cares.
Karl and I watched the "NightStalker" movie when I got home last night. It was damn good. I higly recomend the rent. It's suspencefull, and creepy. Really well done. |
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